a very depressed and alone
sarah michelle gellar
taking xanax and drinking wine
makes low resolution cell phone videos
of herself talking 'mad shit'
about twilight and true blood
immediately feels incredibly stupid
after posting them to youtube
under an anonymous account
for which she has already forgotten the password
begins to cry uncontrollably
for a long period of time
takes another xanax
and hopes she never remembers anything
ever again
feels stupid about how depressed she feels
drinks another glass of wine
and falls asleep